faith keep me strong, love lead me on

let me slip away silently
and you'll never know i was here
i'll disappear out the door
i'll step carefully to avoid
the groaning of the floor

let me slip away sliently
you'll never know i left
without a word, into the night
without a goodbye

i'm trying to hard, i'm putting this on myself
the bleakness of the sky, the rain falling down
makes me feel more clearly, more wrongly
i never had you to begin with. you were never mine
but i got used to the idea of us together

i want free from this.
i asked over and over and over
but i can't get through
i'm reading too closely
i'm looking for signs in the sky
i want this to be right so bad, it's wrong
i'm gone
i'm out of here
i'm not looking back
i've got to get my head clear