there's nothing i can do anymore. i think i'm way past trying to fix anything. it just can't be fixed, its more of a matter of life. it makes me really sad. really terribly sad. i feel like i'm not a part of your life unless conveniently i am there. which is never. i'm never there. because you are never here. and when you are, you're thinking of ways to go somewhere else. i don't know if you realize that, but thats the impression you give me.
i don't want to say anything, because it will just make things awkward. and its too late in life for it to be fixed.
i'm just hurt. and i need to get over it. because i'm on the back burner and i've been there for years. i just wish you would notice it.
20 May 2008
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