28 October 2008

im not sure where to go with this, what my next step should be. i need to take my own advice and get out of my head, but when i do that, i tend to let things slip. hence, the five years since. since...

what if it doesnt mean a lot to me now, but in the end it could have, and i let it slip by. what if this becomees reoccuring. what if i never fall again. im abnormal. i need this only to assure myself im okay, im not crazy, i am not broken enough to not let anyone in. cause really, thats one of my biggest fears right now.

oh, what to do.

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