this is once in a lifetime

for once i'm going to post something other than my own words, my own thoughts.

this song is beautiful, and poignant. and i'm proud to say the mind that wrote this is a friend.

i needed somewhere to keep these words safe so i could read them whenever i got the urge.

"the revenge of holden caulfield"
nothing ever stays

it took some trust on your part
to say the things you need, to say the things you need
and i wont say anything that i can't take back, that i can't take back
cause i'm a fake, and i cant do this anymore

its not the first time that i've heard this
its nothing new and i might regret it
there's no words to speak to explain this
so just be patient and i'll make this painless
i tried to tell you but you never quite got it
kept pushing forward and you knew it needed to stop
it grows harder and harder to break

just a few months and you're way to close
and i'm taking back, i take two steps back
because your words are just too real
and i won't regret any words i say
cause i'm a fake
and i've led you on for way to long

its not the first time that i've heard this (its just the beginning)
its nothing new and i might regret it (its nothing new and its not worth sending)
there's no words to speak to explain this (i could be wrong)
so just be patient and i'll make this painless
i tried to tell you but you never quite got it (but it was bad timing on your part)
kept pushing forward and you knew it needed to stop (kept pushing)
it grows harder and harder to break

its not the first time that i've heard this
its nothing new and i might regret it
there's no words to speak to explain this
so just be patient and i'll make this painless
i tried to tell you but you never quite got it
kept pushing forward and you knew it needed to stop
it grows harder and harder to break