they've got us pinned terribly

i feel like such a disappointment.

i am tired of trying to live for myself and only getting met with disapproval and a strong and stubborn refusal to let go.

let me go. let me free. this struggle isn't anything i imagined. i feel like a prisoner in my own life. and it's of my own doing because i care too much.

you are crippling my future.

i am not independant as i like to think i am. and i'm terribly addictive. i hold on too strongly.

these are my faults.