let me present you with something i call personality

its insane how listening to one song on repeat for thirty minutes can take you back to places you weren't sure you would ever revisit again. im laying in a bed i consider home and all i can think about is three years ago. sun, skirts, black bmw's, tape players, the same songs, sunglasses, windows down, driving to your house.

you never cared the way i did. i feel at ease seeing this now. i have let go. full heartedly. this is the first time in years i have said that and meant it.

off roading, trees caught in side mirrors. drive in movies. the smell of chlorine on leather, ice cream. its the epitome of my teenage years, and we were all a part of it.

don't be just like him. you have the ability to breathe live into me. all he ever did was smother me. i feel whole. you have this, you've got this.

i never want to grow up. i want every second alive with the memories of perfection. lets write it in the stars who we are. we never took no for an answer before. rules have never held us down. lets make plans to break into observation towers and scream from the top. recreate what we've had even though we have all changed. we're only three years down the road.

be a part of me. i want this.