unfinished 'love' letter to unknown

i lost you before i had you
i realize now the perfection was imagined in my head
its time to let go
and its time to move on
i had it down to a science in my head

and when your favorite song comes on my radio
i wonder if you know mine?
i wonder if you'd care?
if you'd lose sleep thinking of me at night
keeping your pillow warm beside you
if you'd ever imagined summers, winter, autumns, springs,
spent in my company, talking, laughing, discovering.