take me back.
every day is a new page and another chapter left unread and unnoticed. im nothing. im no one.
i exist only to those who care. i am not the girl you think back to years later, over coffee, with newspapers and silence, and "oh, remember that girl? from high school? louise.."
im not her. im forgotton.
im nothing. im nothing like you. you, with your words and your ways and your poetry.
i dont write like that. i dont fit in anywhere. im not readable, im not moving or emotional. im plain. im simple. i write to please and satisfy myself but in the end im left with a bitter taste and let downs.
so much of what i wanted to say has slipped my mind.
but when it comes down to it.
im not good.
2 comments:
Aww, i really hope you feel better louise. I've felt, or feel like that sometimes, but i try to stay positive and/ or try to watch something funny and relaxing
♥
Roxanne
UputtheEMOinmylEMOnade (fobrboardie)
"i write to please and satisfy myself"
that's all that matters. besides, you're a great writer. never doubt yourself.
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